A few things:
1. Today talking on the phone to my mother, about my class dilemma (she votes Religion), she said, 'And since I still consider your becoming a nun a very real possibility" and I was like "Yeah..." and it so true.
2. Last week in Atelier class, we were doing flash questions, and the question was, "If you could hear God say anything to you, what would it be" and my answer was "Drop out of school right now." and that is so very much true.
3. I am writing letters right now, I just wrote one to Archbishop Flynn and I'm going to write one now to Archbishop Nienstedt, and I am all teary and crying and part is because its April and part is because I just love them so much but mostly its because I don't want to have to finish school. I really, really, really don't.
4. I have a meeting with my NEW SPIRITUAL DIRECTOR (and the crowd goes wild! This has been TWO YEARS in coming) on Monday. I'm sort of nervous, mostly because Fr Marty makes me sort of nervous because he is very careful, but I hope it goes well. I am going to try really hard to be open to what he tells me, because I don't think anyone is going to tell me what I want to hear (which is: you don't have to finish school) (but again I feel like I'm just emotional, I have no idea) - really I just need someone or something to give me some sort of direction, and I'm hoping Fr. Marty can at least be partially of use in this. I need to take responsiblity for my own decisions, but I've just been floundering around in the dark for so long, a little bit of help is going to be much appreciated.